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Aphrodite's Cruel Lesson

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So it seems you are the goddess of love yet time and time again you bring men into my life and none become worthy to me until one


Ah yes I have but a bone to pick with you oh fair goddess of love you bring me the man I have only loved a childhood friend no less whom I meet in my life but three times


But yet instead of granting me the long awaited ending I wanted you flung him to another oh the woe be bested onto me oh the pain and tears I've shed for the person I proudly called my soulmate had but left me for another


A woman who can never even measure me here I think she is the better woman and me losing fair square pfft no not only do I swallow the bitter pill of loss but I lost thy love to a mere useless child whom is not worthy of my hate


But yet I figure out in time of my sadness that maybe you taught me a lesson of your same pain you also bear with whom lovers you have lost maybe I needed to understand what it meant to cherish what I had before it was no longer and slipped through my fingers because of my pride


And maybe no matter how many times I find a replacement they never measure up to the person I loved and known for years and maybe I needed time to gain confidence back to understand self worth again even when I had none but you still owe me but a wish dear goddess


I guess I've come to understand what it means to actually love someone when they are no longer around or near and their absence leaves but an empty void and ghostly past memories of a biting "what if"



I was never good with expressing how I felt or needed to say but more then none I missed the person you gave to me oh dear goddess of love oh how I miss that person whom has become now my enemy and us a sick star crossed sad love story and you are to blame


If only that woman did not exist if only if only runs my mind wishing ill on a woman who lives in my shadow knowing she took the one person I treasure oh how I despise you but then again you stole from me and now you will get ten fold of what you deserve along with the goddess who have but only fail me again and again



I guess in the end the lesson I learned was to cherish those we love or they will not be there forever and let my pride get in my way of what made me happy as a result the goddess of love punished me



Love is but chocolate, sweet, bitter, dark, and even as sinful as milk chocolate mingling with coffee yet all the more its sweet beginning and ending is but a high like a drug addict who can never get enough.



Love comes and goes but to taste it and have it and value its worth is something alot of people will never know nor understand in my day and age where "I love you" is over done and has lost its meaning and people have become to love for all the wrong reasons or understand why we choose the people we care for, for me I got to love someone whom I've known for years but the saddest was not running to that person and saying how much I cared it is my pride and fear that costed me what I once loved and now I paid the price knowing a rotten person has my cherished person



I learned my lesson oh goddess of love to what it means to value love and the person who is the very thing who made me smile I know now I will not make another mistake or falter again



But alas no such thing as a cure for a broken heart unless its the person who did it becomes the cure to balm it but even that is impossible now I know how the goddess of love feels by learning such a harsh lesson what it is to love another I must throw away what holds me back thats become my achilles heel
Goddess of love is but a cruel woman yet i loved only one man thats enough for me even if cruel fate he left me for a woman whos but a mere child and pretty faced but rotten.Red Rose 
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